I love all of the stuff you keep sending me! A bone harness gag?! That is a bit strange, but then I saw it was pink and I was in love! Pink!!! I love pink gags. I thought it would be a little bit too big but it fit me very well once I tightened all the straps. I am fully gag trained (with ballgags though), so I can wear this for a full day if I have to. Maybe I would need a little break to eat or drink something, but this gag is super comfortable! It’s a bit drooly, but I guess you don’t mind that 😉

I love cuffing myself to the bed spread eagle style (gagged of course). It just feels so helpless. I’m glad I’m always protected by my belt, so I don’t feel too vulnerable, but it is fun to fantasize about someone coming into my bedroom with the chastity belt key. Well, Roxanne has all the keys so that’s not going to happen, but you know what I mean. It’s a nice position, and I can spend hours like this. I even slept like this (not gagged though) a few times. Do you like this position? Did you ever get tied or cuffed to your bed like this?
Warning: this update will show you how to cuff and gag yourself. It will NOT show you how to get out (because you can’t). So please don’t die, thank you 🙂

I have a new straitjacket! It is pink (although in the pictures it probably looks more like a dark pink or red). It feels very nice. They only had 1 size, so as usual it is a little too big but if you strap it tight then it works fine! Watch me test this jacket for you! I have a special deal with the manufacturer, and I can get a lot more of them. Who is interested in getting one? I can get you one for only 60 euro (normal price around 99 euro!!), brand new of course! You will love it, it is soft and comfortable!

Okay okay I am very bad at escaping. I know! I have poor lower back flexibility so a hogcuff position will have me completely stuck on the floor without being able to move much. So why do all of you keep requesting these hogcuffs and escape attempts! You know I can’t do it! Or maybe you just like to see me helpless and wriggling around on the floor… yes I guess that’s it! Very sneaky. Well, anyway, enjoy another one of my attempts, in pink leg irons and handcuffs this time.

A member challenged me to do this: pack my mouth with cloth and then tape over it to see if I thought it would be an effective gag! Well, I tried it, and I have to say I don’t really like it as much as ballgags! Or ring gags… or mouth spreaders. It’s not high on my top gag list, but I think it is pretty cool because you can hardly make a sound. It is very uncomfortable and the tape will stick to my hair and skin. Maybe I did it wrong? Let me know in the comments!

I booked some more time in the prison. It is a facility in Holland you can book some jail time 🙂 Last time I went with Roxanne, but now I went alone. I did not choose the prison jumpsuit, but I wanted more restraints. So I got a waist chain, ankle cuffs and elbow cuffs! I also got gagged! It was a great afternoon as you can imagine! If you want to book some time there, I would recommend getting hogcuffed in the cell, so you can’t move for a few hours, that’s also fun! And for the guys they also have a female guard!

This thing is pretty cool! I don’t know what it is called but it looks like something from a mental hospital. It has a mouth opening and that’s it. There is padding over the eyes and ears, and straps to make it tighter. I think it can even be locked so you can’t take it off! It would be very cool to spend some hours in this! When Roxanne is back I will ask her to try it with me, because I want my arms and legs restrained too (in Segufix of course). Very nice, thank you so much!

I was scared. Even though I was told the pads ‘probably wouldn’t do anything’, I was very scared. And I was right, because they DID work! It’s a strange feeling, but it is a little intriguing as well. Don’t try this at home. Or maybe try it. I don’t know, just be safe. It is fun to feel your muscles contract, but it’s very scary to press the button. I don’t know what to think about this stuff! I think it would be easier if someone else held the controls!

More gifts from fans! A leather body bag? Yes, I know, it seems strange, but it’s also exciting I think! What if you were snugly laced into this and you couldn’t move, just wriggle! Well, of course, as with most fan gifts, this is a cheap Chinese item which is not made to my (small) size, so it is not as snug as I hoped. Still, it was a lot of fun to wriggle around in it, and I actually had some trouble getting out of it again!

Let’s do this again! I know I’m not as good as some girls walking in these heels, but I can do it. I just have to keep practicing! Some of you have requested ankle cuffs (again) with the ballet boots, but that’s no problem at all. I can’t take big steps anyway, so it is like the ankle cuffs are not even there. In fact, they help to make the boots tighter so there is less risk of buckling. Watch me complete a few laps in the ballet boots, and please comment what you think about my progress! Can you do better?

A spreader bar attached to the ceiling! I haven’t tried that very often yet! It is a lot harder than it looks, my arms got really tired after half an hour and there was not much I could do! It was fun to turn in circles though! For a while I really enjoyed it, but then I started wishing someone would come and unlock me!

I get so many questions from girls who are afraid to go out in their full chastity gear. Hiding it is no problem if you know what to do! First, start by wearing underwear over your belt. It may seem strange but trust me, it helps to create an excuse for some of the lines. If you wear a waist style belt like I do, wear a wide dress or top so the fabric is not tight on the belt. Your body shape will make sure the dress does not touch the belt. As for the bra, the shoulder chains will be visible probably, but that’s no problem, people will not know what it is and they will think it is part of your dress or maybe you are wearing a necklace! Easy!

What is it like to live in a chastity belt? Well, I don’t even think about it anymore. I think most of you are more obsessed about my belt than I am. I just think it is normal. I would feel strange without my belt. It helps me focus on my daily tasks and it keeps me safe. I can do everything in a belt, including sports (horse riding), sleeping, and clean myself (quite good). There’s only 1 thing I can’t do hahaa. But going to the supermarket is easy. If you want to know what that looks like, watch today’s video! Well, usually I don’t lift my shirt all the time, but I had to show you that I am still belted!

So I am going to go back to my old belt for a while, because the NeoSteel is in repair (don’t ask what happened lol). Anyway, a fan asked if I ever did hair bondage. I don’t think I did, but then again, I did so many things I can’t even remember hahaha 😀 Especially for you, I tried some hair bondage this week. It was very interesting, but I need to find out the proper technique because it did not look so good I think. It was a normal hogcuff with my hair tied to my toes! Let me know what you think!

I love hogcuffs so much! It’s time to do a double hogcuff with my dearest friend Roxanne. A duo hogcuff! Can we help each other to escape? Or will we just enjoy this position for a while? I just know that I am not very good at escaping and Roxanne hasn’t got much experience with bondage. So we are probably doomed. Would you let us out if you found us like this? We hope so!

A fan asked me to wear a ski outfit in bondage. I said ‘sure, send me one’, thinking I would never hear from him again. I get so many of these email requests. Sure enough, a few days later, a few complete ski outfits arrived. Ok, you got me there, now I had to do it. It was pretty hot, but I think it was a great comfortable feeling to be fiddled and gagged in this outfit! I may even take a ski holiday next winter (of course I will take my fiddle and gag then!). This is more interesting than I thought!

Oh no, I am restrained in the hospital bed with Segufix bonds on my wrists, thighs and ankles! I hope no one will come in and give me a sensual massage! I mean, that would be terrible and I wouldn’t be able to do anything to stop them. Roxanne of course fell for my devious plan, and she started massaging me. It did not go quite as I expected, but hey, a massage is a massage!

I love gifts from fans! Unfortunately, the gifts are often made in China and one size only. That is a problem. The reason why I don’t order from China is that I am very small. Even the ‘female’ size of things you can order is way too big for me. This hood is the same, I think it is supposed to be very snug so you can breathe through the nose holes, but it is quite big and too loose, so it does not look good and it does not feel very restrictive. But thanks for sending it, I will try it on Roxanne! hahahahha

In more than 10 years of bondage journey, I have tried so much I can’t even remember everything I did. But one thing that members always ask about is the plastic wrap. And I recently got a huge roll of the black stuff from some friends, so here we go: I am tightly wrapped up, like a Gina sausage! I love the feeling to be completely restricted! Of course, I had to test if I could escape from this stuff, which is a little harder than it looks. Watch the video and see if I can get out!

Irish 8 handcuffs are very hard to escape from. I can not really do it when they are locked behind my back with wrists parallel, even when I have the key. But what if me and Roxanne are BOTH cuffed in this way? It should be easier right? We could help each other. At least that was my plan, but you never know with Roxanne, maybe she doesn’t want to help me and she just wants to try to free herself…