I found the best sleeping position! Well, of course I love sleeping on my side in a RigidFiddle, but this is even better. Because I feel all stretched out in the morning when I do this. The only problem with all my favorite sleeping positions is: I can not do it myself, and it is very strange to invite someone to lock you up in the evening and then ask them to come back in the morning. Roxanne will do it sometimes, but she is not available very often. She probably thinks I am crazy anyway. But I love it!

Don’t you just love the RigidStocks? I have been locked into these a million times I think. They leave you completely vulnerable. But that’s ok because I am wearing a chastity belt, nothing can happen to me haha! I always try to escape from the RigidStock. It is impossible, I know, but it is fun to try, and I like it even more because it is inescapable. It’s not uncomfortable though, and it is not as heavy as it looks (although it is still pretty heavy). I could be in this for days!! Maybe I will try sleeping in it soon, do you think that will work?

Another request: I will show you how I cuff myself, as many of you seem to enjoy a bit of self cuffing! I will demonstrate cuffing myself in front and in the back. I am not good at escaping, so I have to be careful what I do when I am alone. Because sometimes I get stuck in very simple positions and I have to call Roxanne again to come free me. I know I should be better at this after 10 years, but it is really not so easy! Comment your favorite self cuffing stories below, and remember… don’t get yourself stuck!!

This new harness gag is a locking one! With five padlocks, you can really lock it onto your head, and it can not be taken off without the keys! Roxanne will demonstrate this on me in the pictures and video. I think she forgot one of the padlocks though haha. But still, it is really exciting to be gagged with a harness gag you can not take off! I could easily spend a day like this (my jaw is fully gag trained as you know), but well… you have to eat and drink too! I just need to get one more (for Roxanne), so we can be gagged together for a day!

In Holland, there is a place where you can get some prison time. They have uniforms, real waist chains and leg irons, and a cool cell! Me and Roxanne went there to get the experience (I had done this before, but she hadn’t). It’s really strict. No phone, no entertainment. You have to ask for toilet visits. Luckily we were together so we could talk, otherwise it can be really boring, and annoying because your wrists are cuffed to your waist. It’s exciting though! If you are in Holland, you really have to try this!