I love medical bondage devices! This is a special extra small upper body brace with neck and head support. When you are strapped into this, you can not move your head at all. Not from side to side, but your neck is also rigid. No movement. If you want to bend over or turn, your whole body has to move. It is such a strange feeling, I love it! I almost want to get involved in a car crash so I have to wear this for a few months! It is really that good! Obviously, it would be better to find someone strict who would keep me in this for a long time. I think I can even sleep in this!

Just a quick nap! Do you ever do this? I think it is too dangerous to sleep whole nights in a ballgag, but I can take naps! I just cuff myself and play with my phone until I fall asleep. The only problem is drooling! You drool so much sleeping ballgagged! It is like waking up in a sea of drool! I know, that doesn’t sound very pleasant. Please do not try this at home, or make sure you have a loving partner who will stay awake and watch over you. You could suffocate in your own drool if you are not experienced!!

A risky update! I am chained to a metal bridge that runs across a small stretch of water! My handcuffs are attached to a long chain, but I can not get off the bridge! It was very exciting because this bridge is part of a very busy hiker’s trail in Holland, what if people would have seen me! I think there were a few young guys who were looking at me, but I am not sure! And when I finally got the key back to unlock myself, I almost dropped it! I would have been stuck forever! OMG this is so risky, don’t try it at home (although you probably don’t have a metal bridge at home).

This will be the last update in my pink soft armbinder! I have sold it to a fan! It is a nice armbinder, especially the color, but it doesn’t really work very well, it is way too soft to be effective. I like the design, with the straps, and it is very comfortable to wear, but I will use the money that I got for it to buy more gear, probably something more restrictive! Do you have any suggestions what to buy? I have so much stuff already! What am I missing!?