After about 10 years of blogging, I thought it would be nice if you could see some of the faces behind the camera! My lovely friend Roxanne for example! She has been helping me for years, and we have know each other for ages! She is a bit camera shy and she always said she’d never appear on any websites, but here she is!! She’s lovely isn’t she! She is helping me today lacing me into a brand new white corset that was sent to me by a fan!! Thank you so much (you know who you are!!). Damn, Roxanne can lace really tight!!
Exciting!! Outdoors in my bra! What if anyone would see me like this? I can not do anything about it, because I am gagged and my thumbs are cuffed to a leather prison belt! There is no way I can even reach the belt buckle on my back! Thumbcuffs are so cool! They are even better on big toes of course, I might try that next time! I know a lot of you are also doing secret public bondage walks, I hope you are still doing them, the weather is great, and it is very exciting!!
Surprise!! I have a chastity bra now!! And it really is AWESOME! I decided to wear it all day yesterday, and I am already getting used to it! Sleeping will be very hard, but I am determined to train myself to sleep in it! It really goes well with my belt and collar don’t you think? It is the best feeling in the world to be locked in steel! Oh, and how about these cooool pantyhoses!! I received those from a fan!!! I’m so spoiled!
Aaah summer! Don’t you just want to go somewhere to sunbathe in bondage gear!? Well, I do! And it is getting pretty hard to do that these days, because people are always gossiping and looking. And you can’t be where kids are. And all that. Anyway, I found myself a nice little spot that doesn’t have too many people around. Some people looked at me, but no one said anything. I was in my bikini, leg irons, white leather cuffs, and a tall white leather collar. Because I don’t care… and it’s summer!!
I am pretty good at walking in ballet boots now, so I thought I’d try that on a treadmill! I handcuffed myself to the treadmill for safety, and for extra safety I clipped the little emergency cord to my shorts. However, even with all these safety measures, I can not stress enough: DO NOT try this at home!! It is pretty dangerous, and I am a trained professional LOL! :) Besides, it was a member request so I had to do it!
Whoo I love armbinders! I am having a little dress up party in my attic, because I found a leopard legging (sent in by a fan) and my hippie hairband! Tall boots go well with this look! You can’t beat leather and leggings! My 3-ringed collar would allow for 3 Masters, but I have not even got one Master (yes, I know it is sad). I’m just having some fun on my own, training my shoulder muscles!
Woooooooow look at this huge archive I found at the office of a dear friend! It is so much steel and frames! I always dreamed of being cuffed at a workplace, and now my dream could become a reality! I was handcuffed to two big steel archive wheels! We did all of this very secretly, anyone could have come in at this point, but who needs to be in the archive… I don’t think it was even in use. But it was still exciting! Have you ever been cuffed at your place of work?
There are lots of people doing videos with dog shock collars! I was very interested in trying this myself. I haven’t played much with electricity before, so it was a little scary. I tried to set a goal for myself: to raise the shock level higher and higher, zapping myself without making any sound!! Well, it was actually not really possible to make a sound because somehow my vocal chords were not working during the shocks. This is very strange, maybe I should have put the thing more to the side instead of in front. It hurts a lot, but it is also a fun challenge!
Hmmm sometimes I am a little blonde! A fan sent me these things which I thought were leather bondage gloves. They were a bit big, but ok, I managed to do a sexy shoot with them, with a leather skirt (also a fan gift) and a spiky bra (also a fan gift I think). I locked the gloves to my collar and my elbows were strapped, so it was quite hard!! But what do you know… turns out these aren’t gloves at all, they are leather bondage socks!! LOL!! hahaha xxx
The stuff you are sending!! Who is inventing this! Really? A head bondage thing that suspends your head from the ceiling with leather straps? Actually it is not that bad, the idea is pretty good! It was nice that I could rest my head and my chin looks really good in this! And it is red! Very nice! I rummaged through my leather collection to find matching cuffs, and I ended up having a lot of fun (and looking silly at the same time)!
Sometimes even I need to do boring things, like clean the house. But I always seem to find a way to make these things fun! Sweeping the floor is boring, but if you do it in ballet heels, it is suddenly a lot more fun! I can’t believe how far I have come, training myself to walk in these heels! For the fans that have been following me since the start, remember my first wobbly steps?? Hahah, that was so funny!
Summer fun! I went out in my speedcuffs and leg irons, for a little walk, like I often do! I know a lot of you also like to walk in cuffs, so I hope this summer will bring you a lot of fun! I was near a highway, so I could wave a the cars, and I think they could see me! It was probably a good thing they couldn’t stop! I wonder what they were all thinking!
Some people have been asking if I have a hood! No I don’t! I never tried a full hood and I think it would be scary! But I do have this latex hood! And a latex top! And latex pants! And latex gloves! And latex socks! And a latex gag! And a latex sheet! That’s actually a lot of latex, most of it was donated by generous fans! I decided to have some fun with it, not exactly bondage, but it is very fetishy to make it all shiny and slippery!
Loool a dog cage! Well, I really wanted a sturdy steel cage, like the one I tried at MetalBondage.com, but it’s too expensive! So I found myself a dog cage, it can be locked and it is metal, so it is not possible to get out. But still it doesn’t feel as sturdy as the other one! Long gloves and boots by member request!! Enjoy my self caging update today!
Aaah the old wooden fiddle! It weighs a ton, but that’s what’s so much fun about it! The wrist holes are a little bit too big for me, and with some effort I can slip out of them, but a pair of handcuffs will easily solve that problem! Actually, the distance between the wrists is perfect for a regular pair of cuffs!! I wished I lived in the Middle Ages!! I just love chastity belts and stocks and fiddles!! But I’m strange, don’t mind me :D
These RigidStocks aren’t mine (I would immediately marry the man who buys me these!), but I can borrow them often, so I am happy I can at least play with them. I can not be locked in them for a weekend though… which is pretty sad. These are small girl sized stocks, and usually it is impossible to escape. But I have these ‘easy’ padlocks called cufflocks (they use a handcuff key), so I thought I’d give it a go with 3 of these locks. The result may surprise you!!! If you ever buy me my own RigidStocks, remember to keep the key out of my reach ;)
You!! Yes you! You know who you are! You fans keep sending me things to try, I love it! I know you will be secretly laughing at me this week, someone sent me a penis panel gag! Yes, I know what you are trying to do! Very funny LOL! Okay, I will try it just for you. This is really naughty and embarrasing! Whoever sent me this… thanks a lot! LOL
Is it two Ginas?? No it is a huge mirror!! And I am all cuffed and shackled! There was a little bench too, and my ankle cuffs were connected to this. So all I could do is sit around, and stand up to see myself in the mirror. It was very confronting! I liked this long term bondage, because I can really think about my predicament, and study myself in the mirror. If you do any self bondage for a few hours, be sure there is a mirror! It really makes a difference!
A green theme today! Green latex catsuit and a green ballgag! Well, the colors don’t really match but who cares? :) It’s been so long since I have worn this green catsuit, but it still fits me perfectly! I love to mix the rubber with metal, so I locked my chastity belt over it! I’m also wearing my custom collar and small cuffs (which are hoisted up in to the air, locked to a spreader bar!). I’m completely helpless, but fortunately I am wearing my chastity belt haahah!
As many of you know, I am not allowed to use the computer or watch TV unless I am cuffed and gagged. It is a rule that I made myself, and yes I know that is really strange! But I like it! Any email reply you receive from me, you know I was gagged and cuffed while writing it. I can type in hinged cuffs without problems! This is very natural for me, and it would strange if I would ever use the computer without cuffs or gag!! It’s my life. My bound life.