An entire afternoon in the fiddle gets REALLY frustrating!! I get so bored, there’s not much I can do, and to make matters worse I’m also gagged… I’m pleading (with my eyes) to be released, I try being nice, I try being angry, but I know I have to stay fiddled for the entire afternoon… *sigh*

Quite a few members wanted to see me tied to a chair. And you know I do everything members ask 😉 So here we are, this was very funny to shoot, because I could not move at all, the photographer had to turn me and the chair around to take pictures, hahaha!! The ropes turned out to be inescapable… grrrr 🙂

The first rays of sunlight! Today I made an outdoors update, of course. In the forest. I love trees, but being cuffed to a tree for over an hour and hearing people all around me, made me kind of excited and frustrated at the same time. I didn’t want anyone to come and take a look at me drooling and struggling… Or maybe I did… 😉

I ordered two pairs of Irish 8 ‘lady size’ high security handcuffs recently. They actually aren’t too big for me (which is great because apparently I’m smaller than ‘lady size’). I decided to lock them on both and try to escape from them. I gagged myself very very very tight this time, and I couldn’t stop drooling… lol!! Enjoy this update! x

Staying clean in a chastity belt is quite a challenge. Fortunately, it is rust proof stainless steel, so I take showers very often. This week’s video is a bit insane, since I can’t resist the urge to sing when I’m showering. But I guess you can always turn off the sound 😉

I love fiddles! A member sent me a wooden fiddle, built by himself! It’s very heavy and solid! Today, I’m trying out this new toy to see if he got the measurements right 🙂 Watch the video to see if I can escape this massive block of wood!

By now you’re probably wondering how I stay in shape… Well, as you know I have an active job (nurse) and I love horse riding a LOT!! But I also have a home trainer in my attic, which I don’t like as much, but when I’m cuffed to it I have no choice 🙁

Remember when I told you I was looking for those broad bondage belts? Well, I finally found them, so I could do a special request for a member! He is a belt lover, and I hope there are more members who like this, because it was fun to play with those big leather belts!

Cuffed and gagged on the bed!! Wearing my very very big white ballgag with pink strap to give myself some more large gag training 🙂 And my chastity belt of course 😉 Want to buy this chastity belt? I’m getting a new one so this one goes to the highest bidder!

Another popular member request: a large tap gag!! It was more effective than I had imagined 🙂 This great gag and a nice rope hogtie in my chastity belt… what a way to spend some time!! I loved it! Any other requests?

I love neck cuffs!!! But there’s always only 1 chain attached to them… I decided to get my hands on 3 neck cuffs, so I could cuff two to my wrists and leave the use of the third chain up to your imagination! The only problem with neck cuffs is… I can’t see the keyhole 🙁

This site is about daily life things combined with a bondage lifestyle. I know I already did an ironing update a long time ago, but how about me ironing in my chastity belt and handcuffs 🙂 It just makes doing chores a little more fun!!

Happy New Year!! Since I have gotten so many questions and requests about my new chastity belt, I will show you in this week’s video how I put it on. It’s a little difficult, since you need three hands to do it, so don’t laugh at me okay 😉 If you are a member and you have a really cool idea for me to do while belted (preferably something that has never been done before), please email it to me!

For the last update of 2008, I am doing a popular member request! I’m in a straightjacket. It’s so small even I can’t get out of it. Of course you are all wondering ‘is she still wearing the belt?’. I bet you can tell if you look very closely 😉

Merry Xmas everyone!! Here is a small bonus update for you! It’s me decorating myself and the tree 🙂 I’m collared, belted, elbow cuffed and cuffed in my white leather wrist cuffs to make my job a little bit harder… Not hard enough for you? Please email me your member suggestions for 2009 and you will get what you wish for 😉

Finally!! My chastity belt is here! I will tell you all about my belt in the following weeks, but I just wanted to show you an update of me in the belt! I’m so excited! Oh, and there’s also a video of me playing with my pussy… and you thought that was impossible in a chastity belt 😉
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After watching tv all night in the mouth spreader, I thought it would be a good idea to keep wearing it during the night. But sleeping in a mouth spreader is harder than you think! I managed a few moments of sleep, but not the entire night! I have to keep practising!

Armbinders are really annoying, since they are so unescapable and they keep your arms in a really weird position! And a harness ball gag does not really help either, GRRRR, it makes me want to shake everything off…. but it just stays in place… I guess I’m stuck until someone releases me :-S Please help?

I have never understood the use of ankle cuffs, because when I put them on I can still walk normally. So I decided to try them outside, on a cold day (and don’t pay attention to my face… something with wisdom teeth… I look terrible…)

And then it’s off to bed!! I want to show you my new and very real institutional locking bed restraints! Don’t worry, I’m a trained nurse 😉 The only problem is that I can not get into (and out of) them by myself, but it’s sooooo nice to sleep in them!!