If there is anything I hate most, then it must be tickling. I just can not stand it. And this week I just couldn’t stop it… Because I was in my favorite position on my bed, wearing my collar and cuffs, all spread out with chains and leg irons, and then someone decided to start tickling me!! I was completely helpless! It is the worst torture someone can give to me 🙁

I love danger! So when a huge metal thing says ‘danger high voltage’, I feel the need to get handcuffed to it. This was a great day out! I was walking in leg irons and handcuffs all day, and I was not released until the end of the afternoon! I think quite some people in Holland saw me… did you see me? Write me!! x

My bedroom was a complete mess! It always is, because I am too lazy to clean. I need someone to make me do it. To show you how good I can clean when I am in the mood, I put on my matching collar and cuffs and a tight ballgag. That certainly made cleaning a lot more fun!

A wrist cage! I love the idea of this thing! So let’s take it into the forest and hug a tree! 🙂 Unfortunately, I am too small for this wrist cage 🙁 It doesn’t work the way I expected, I really need to order a smaller one!! Still, I had lots of fun today!!

Oooooops! I was cuffed to the stairs (and wearing a neck brace), just having some fun… when I dropped my key to the cuffs! It all happened during the recording of the video clip, you have to see it, it is SOOO funny!! LOL! Well, maybe my cat will help me and bring my key to me??

Aah, here is what I like to do best: going outside in bondage equipment! My trusty fiddle and a spreader gag are some of the things I love the most. The spreader gag makes me drool all over the forest, but then again, some water is good for the plants! Wahahaha 🙂

Wow! 200 updates! Two hundred! Who would have thought when I started this blog back in 2006? I certainly wouldn’t have… I have gone from blonde to brunette, I am now wearing a chastity belt, did the craziest things with the wildest bondage gear and I am still loving it all! Happy birthday to BL! 🙂 To celebrate, here is a topless update 😉 Members only, of course!

Great news! Steelbound.co.uk have asked me to be the face of their wrist clamps product! That means they can use my picture as their product photo! And I get some free pairs of wrist clamps! I love them, they are quite light and they swivel, so they are not even that bad for typing on my laptop 🙂

Abandoned buildings! I love them! They have a spooky feeling, and being chained to the wall in such a building is very exciting! I am wearing only my hoodie, and my wrists are cuffed and chained! My feet are cuffed too. What can I do? I hope no one will find me here 🙂 Or maybe I do…

Okay, let’s try this one again!! I have done it before, driving around in handcuffs, but this time I am also thumbcuffed! A tight doggy bone collar makes me drool as I try to get the car moving. It’s not easy changing gears, it’s not even easy to turn the wheel in thumbcuffs!! Still, this was lots of fun! 🙂

Hey you! Yeah you! I want to ask you something! Were you in a canoe or boat this week? If so, why didn’t you wave back? I spent the entire afternoon waving at boats, I suppose none of my fans were on them 🙁 I was feeling happy though: collared, cuffed and belted in the great outdoors!!

I really hate zip ties, because they HURT me a lot! Yesterday evening I was hogtied using these stupid things, and I was given a pair of scissors to get myself out again. Unfortunately, my cats became very curious about what was going on, and they were NOT helpful at all… which makes for a very funny video clip hahahhaha 🙂

There’s a greenhouse in the neighbours’ garden. I always wanted to be tied up in there. They seem to be away on a holiday this week, so I sneaked in and was tied in a spread eagle pose! Very exciting! There’s always the chance of being discovered… and there is not much I could do…or was there 🙂

Sometimes I think I just have too many clothes in my closet. But closet cleaning is always soooo boring. I thought it would be much more fun to do the cleaning wearing my zentai suit and a very tall metal posture collar. Oh and hey… stop looking at my butt!! 🙂

Two weeks ago I wrote that I didn?t wear my bikini bottom because of my chastity belt. I received a lot of emails about this! Somehow, lots of members think it?s more erotic to wear the bikini bottom over the belt 🙂 That’s so cute! Since, the weather is still nice, I decided to dedicate a whole update to these members! You know who you are 😉

I have not worn my harness muzzle gag for quite a while. So it’s time for a nice photo shoot with little me in a tight muzzle. I thought it would be nice to cuff myself with some different cuffs this time, I actually received them from a fan some years ago. They are very old school 🙂 In fact, they are so old school, that one of the wrist cuffs got stuck (it happened during the video clip, so you can see it) and I spent all afternoon and evening trying to unlock it before it finally came off! That was exciting… phew!

As requested by a few members, I went outside in my bikini (well only the top, because I’m wearing the chastity belt of course)… I love destroying and throwing things, so I went to throw some heavy rocks into the lake 🙂 I’m wearing my biggest ballgag, it’s actually so big it hurts, but I am a little stubborn, I want to exercise my jaw so I can wear it more often (I wonder if that is even possible??).

There’s quite some tanning to do in the summer, especially if you’re lazy like me 😉 I don’t know if it’s a good idea to go sunbathing in a collar and ball gag, because it will probably show tomorrow and people will ask me why I have stripes on my cheeks 🙂 The chastity area also needs to get some sun, but since I can not remove the belt, tanning stripes are not a problem!

It seems I have a lot of evil members 🙂 So you wanted to see me in a hogtie including chest bondage, that was challenging, not too hard. But who requested the harness ballgag?! I hate hogties with the harness ballgag! Oh no, wait… I love them… but they are very hard to do. Grrr… I don’t know whether to love or hate you guys 😉

I have always wanted to be arrested! It’s a secret wish I have had for years. To be put in handcuffs and pushed in the back of a car… to be strapped in the seat belt and taken off to the police station… I think you should not fantasize but LIVE your fantasies, so I went ahead and did an arrest update! I hope you like it too!